Tuesday, 20 May 2008
Back to the archives today. really should take a pic but i don't have the energy or motivation. went back to the docs today mainly cos i needed to get a self cert cos i really should be back at work tomorrow, but i still feel lousy, every part of my body aches. my ears are filled with pressure and really need to pop but they just won't!!!! i can't stop coughing and when i do stop i sneeze!!! my nose is blocked and i have a banging head ache!!!! i ended up crying at the docs when she said there is nothing wrong with me my ears are clear, my chest is clear i was crying saying i really can not go back to work feeling like this, i seem to feel ill'er as the days go on and i feel like people think i'm making it up cos the doc says i'm fine but if they could only swap bodies with me for 10 mins they would know its not put on at all!!! it doesn't help that i slept funny last night so all the left side of my neck hurts and i can't hardly turn my head which meant i have nearly been run over twice!!! ops!!!